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When you work too hard, there is no time for anything....
When there is too much of time, there is nothing to work at....

When you have hit rock bottom, the only option available is, climbing up....
but it is the stay at the bottom that hurts....

You can keep wandering and wondering, as long and as much as one wants....
But you will be the same, unless ........

oh and all about me...

oh yeah.. long time since i gave an update on myself to you all..Well, where do I start them.. hmm..

I have got a new dell inspiron e1505 laptop, had gone to langkawi,goa recently, been attending all of my friends weddings/receptions, changing to a new team@office very soon, being depressed on indian team's performance, lost contact with most of you guys :(, all my weekends till this year end are booked with some action (hurrah...), did parasailing and banana boat ride for the first time, learning to drive a four-wheeler now, read(ing) quite a few books, had a short stint with ORKUT(I quit, because it is a stupid idea.. but i might change this stance any time..)absolutely, no interest in work, the advanced salsa classes too are over :(, participated in a Chess tournament and
last but not least being sleeping ateast 12 hrs in the day on a average..

As my friends say, ain't I a big Show OFF!!! Who cares.. That is how I am, and I love it this way.. he he he he he

And now, it is time to change some of my daily/weekend habits to make my life more interesting... like, go on unplanned tours, throw away all the music I have stored and listen to new ones and .. .. .. ... ............

the real glory..

The MP's of the nation are requesting Chappell to resign as coach, for the failure of the Indian Cricket Team...

He he he he he.. This was the news I was watching an hour back.. Absolutely stupid..
The MP's who spoke about this as well as the news channel which was creating a hype on this.. These journalists, were pressing a few politicians to comment on the Indian Cricket Team.. When one particular politician replied that "Cricket, hockey etc.. are all just sports,winning and losing are part of the game.." The journalist furthur pressed on the stating politician, stating how long can the nation take the defeat..What can he/she reply? Absolute Crap!!!

Why can't these journalists, list out the tasks carried by each and every MP in the country in the last 1 year, and ask them questions on that? These MP's should have quartely report cards, and if they fail in 3 successive quarters, they should be disqualified, and election for that place should be re-held.

Even better masala was created based on Yuvi's statement, that he and the Team have decided not to give any interviews to XXXX Network, as the XXXX only criticize the Team, and never encourage them.. The XXXX network, telecasted this statement a number of times to gain cheap publicity..

The current media are just waiting for an oppurtunity to make/hype/create any news.. It really irritates the average viewer..

I can give you the news, that the media will cover for the forthcoming season..

December: Babri Masjid Demolition & on Tsunami.
January: EarthQuakes.
February: Valentine's Day special from Gujarat.
March: WC Cricket.

BTW, do any one of you know what happened to the Narmada Dam Issue? Let me know if there was any final decision made on it..

The title of this post, and the content of this post really don't match.. Well I wanted to write something else and I am writing somthing else..:)

Anyways, let me try to correlate them now,
the real glory is not in never falling, but it is at every rise when you fall...
(A message to the Indian Team from a true fan.)

When you...

When you hope things to happen by itself, instead of you taking any initiative...
When you think that the life has lost it's meaning...
When you think that the people around you, are mere bodies with flesh...
When you feel that your behavior is as erratic as the Indian Cricket Team...
When you see that nothing (good or bad) is happening...
When you wonder "What to do in the next moment"...
When you stare at blankness...
When you feel "Silence" is the best music...
When you understand the world outside you...
When you try to understand the world within you...
When you realize that the sun doesn't shows up late...


Then, it's definitely the right time to have a short nap!!!

Yet Again...

Yet again, in a Do or Die match, they crumble, to the same opponents.. Can't these put up some fight..this is just unbelivable... chasing 250, aussies are 110/1 in 14 overs, and i really wonder, whether wee have the stomach to fight it out, or is it just that we are playing against a superior team... Why do we lack that killer instinct..

hold on..

why do i blame the indian team for? They are just like me and others, who always operate in the safer mode.. We really lack the killer instinct, and perform just the required amount at our official work.. nobody cares/wants to perform a little more than what is required...

When the hell will our mindset change?


p.s: The match is still in progress, and the aussies have lost the second wicket, I only hope the indian team proves me wrong this time...

Chokers!!!

Oh man, again we have lost to the aussies... i am talking about the 6th ODI that happened between India and Australia.. West Indies were through to the finals, and it was a do or die game for the other two. from 116/6, the aussies pushed it to 213 (thanks mainly to hadden, who hit 4 straight sixes of the part-timers), which was not that big a total on that small ground...

all that was required from the indians was some sensible batting.. with aussies playing just 3 front-line pace bowlers, indians jus needed to play-off the first 20-overs, keep the wickets in hand and then it would have been a very easy task.. but instead, Lee and clark (who was thrashed for 80 odd runs in 7 overs by the WI) broke the backbone of the Indian team, and left India hoping at 50/4.

raina and dhoni managed to put on some partnerships with mongia, and we we just 50-odd runs away from victory when dhoni threw his wicket away.. then the in-sensible mongia just rotated the strike to the bowlers, and exposing them to the likes off lee and mcgrath.. someone needs on put somthing inside mongia's head on this issue, as he will be in this team for the next series, based on this one-off performance...

all in all only one thing happened.. these Chokers have spoiled the mood of the many Indian fans.

right or wrong?

What was right yesterday is wrong today,
What was wrong yesterday is right today...

So, what is right till today, maynot be right forever.. If everything changes sometime in your life, then why have rigid value systems.

If one doesn't change his/her previous doing (right or wrong), inspite of knowing it is the other, then one is stubborn..

If one does change his/her previous doing (right or wrong), knowing it is the other, then one is shaky..

the scribbling begins...

Are you skely? I read your blog... .. .... ....

Well, when a stranger tells you this, you really do feel good... Finally I found a person (whom i did not know earlier) reading my blog.. that's enough motivation to start scribbling again..

this "MIND" is a wierd thing, it keeps pondering on one or the other stuff always.. if it overcomes the first stuff, it moves to the second stuff and so on... it is never satisfied and content with just one... it is in search of another stuff..

[ stuff ==> ambitions/aims or stuff ==> problem ]

At the end, it is all one's perception...

Revisting -- Resolutions 2006..

Finally i got one of the resolutions to get going.. Last weekend i left for madurai, and brought my chotta cousins to bangalore, and i have been roaming around with them ever since...and ofcourse working during the night..

I just realized that they were no more chotta, and their likings have changed drastically.. But really having a gaala time with them....

W.r.t other resolutions, I am sure that i will find my old friends, as i am actively into orkutting, and have been travelling to quite some places this year..

"simple pleasures of eating."

Coming soon.... This will indeed be good..

The countdown begins...

How do you think?

As I was thinking about something earlier, I realized that my thinking was in Tamil.. I was surprised at it, as my mother tongue(MT) was different, and the fact is that "people can think well and grasp well only in their mother tongue (MT)"..

When I made a conscious effort to think in my MT, I wasn't able to concentrate, and the thought of me not able to concentrate on anything in my MT, was in Tamil.. So was I always thinking in Tamil?

No...I was thinking in various languages, MT,Hindi,English and Tamil.. The thought language depends on the environment, as well as the topic I was thinking about and not always in MT.

Known Fact: "One can grasp things easily in their MT".
I really wonder in which language will a child of a surrogate Mom, think... Will it think in the native language of the "ovary donor mom" or that of the surrogate mom?

Some times one does not use any language to think.. The thoughts are in the form of pictures, mostly such thoughts arise when you dream...

Some times the thoughts are not in any form.. In the sense they cannot be categorized into any language or pictures.. One would experience it when the "waves" flow in and out...

Onsite....

He looked around the place, he hadn't visited this place for quite some time now... The place looked riecher than ever, and with more people than ever...

GOD: Hey...Why are you staring at me like that?

HE: What!!!!!!!!! Is it really the LORD, who has come down to speak to me..

GOD: I will answer that question finally, but tell me why are you staring at me.

HE: I was just thinking that these days people are worshipping you materialistically, your value depends on the locale you are present in, and you also seem to be covered with GOLD all over, and for every part that is left uncovered, there is a corresponding Donation Box for it. Pretty Wierd..I never knew you liked Gold so much.

GOD: People give me whatever they like...I don't ask anything.

HE: Yeah that's right, you don't give us what we ask, so we give you what you don't ask with the hope that you will change your mind and give us what we want.

GOD: You seemed to be stressed out.. Any issues?

HE: Firstly you create issues for everyone in this world, and then you innoncently ask if we have any issues? When you are prepared to resolve our issues, why do you have to create them in the first place.

GOD: I don't create any issues, I created only you people.

HE: That's the problem, your creation.. Why couldn't you create like minded people.. Then why would we all have to fight against each other, have difference of opinions with each other? Why do people want to show that they are superior than others? Why did you create us with the 6th sense?

GOD: I created everyone with 5 senses, but you guys think that only you have the 6th sense..Every living thing has a 6th sense, only that no one is willing to unserstand that the other person/animal too has a 6th sense.

HE: Ok Fine, Why did you create us?

GOD: Why do you create other animals through cloning? Why are you guys in search of life on other planets? Why are you people going towards re-creation of what ever existed earlier..

HE: You created us the mind and we are using it. Each one uses the mind as he wants and that's where the issue is. The superior person sets up the rules, and all just follow it.. You seemed to be a partial person, why do you create people with different intellectual level, and allow the superior to dominate the inferior ones..

GOD: I created everyone with the same so called IQ level, it is up to you guys to use it as much as you want..If you don't want to use them, then you think others are superiors to you.

HE: Why don't you accept anything?

GOD: Why don't you accpet anything I say.. How can you expect that I should listen to whatever you say, and act accordingly, if that is the case isn't that you are superior to me and trying to dominate me..

HE: !@#$%^&*().

GOD: Hmmm.. I just have a few minutes left, and I have to catch another client. I have a pretty hectic schedule these days..I am thinking of outsourcing my petiton Box. Do you know any good Call Centre who can handle this?

HE: How much will you pay? How many shifts do you want? What will be the yearly percentage hike? What plans do you have for the employees to retain them? Most importantly will there be any on-site oppurtunity?

GOD: I haven't decided on the answers for the first few questions. But definitely I will give you guys an on-site oppurtunity. Depending on your service, I will post you at hell or heaven. Ultimately that is where you belong to...

she...

The station was small and a beautiful place. Aiyappan song was playing in the air and the scene was very much what I had expected(read) of a typical Kerela town. All of a sudden "she" passed by me. I did not notice her, but she was studying me for some time, and went back and brought some of her friends/family members.. Oh Man..I just can't handle one, and now so many of them were near me, and also planning to surround me. I just looked around to see if anyone else was there.. But unluckily, no one was there.. I moved away from that seat and went to another seat that was 300 metres away.. But they just seemed to follow me..Hmm. They were taking advantage at my goodness. Back at home, when such things happen I usually advice people to ignore it, as any reaction will be against the "law of nature". But now I was loosing my control, and none of the preious principles made sense to me..I couldn't take it anymore.. I got up and started swaying and attacking back at those "blood sucking" female mosquitoes...

first one....

I was awake day and night,
with the future in sight

When every one had more than one,
I was searching for just one

When weekends were fun for them,
I was shunning away from them

this time I needed a companion,
but could not speak to anyone

Finally, I too got a letter,
hope it was for the better

When I showed it to my friends,
they were happy to be my friend

Life changed it's way,
my first appointment(job) letter, finally had it's say....

she and he.....

she saw
he saw,
eyes met
heart wet

she laughed
he laughed,
eyes wept
heart swept

she spoke
he spoke,
words changed
hearts exchanged

she thought
he thought,
truth lieing
heart flying

she dreamt
he dreamt,
ticketless travelling
heartful living

she sensed
he sensed,
both senseless......